"And just like a glass of wine which overflows when filled over the brim,
Tears fall when your heart can't take those emotions and memories anymore."
#random

"I'm a broken symphony. A guitar whose strings were thrashed by enough people whom I desired to play a melody for, so many times, that they are broken now.

So exactly what tune should I play to my hearts content to find my beats again and how?"

~@Nyx_thinks

#scribble #agony

"Stay where you heart feels loved and your presence is valued, not where everything is taken for granted and you can't get love in return"
#random.

In this Black space,
Filled with chaos, politics, selfishness,
We are Standing at the edge,
Watching Our humanity collapse.
No empathy left,
No discipline, No respect.
We stand against us,
Starting a war for our differences and making a fuss.
An Era of war,
Where we find our own kind abhor.
We raise monsters,
To bathe in our own blood.
Tommorow is a brutal sight,
The End isn't far from ashore.
Blood will stain these streets again,
No one will get pass for their fame.
Our humanity as dead as our faith,
There will be no escape than death.
How Hypocritic,
We talk about being away from the dark and afraid of doing sins,
Why are you running away from the devil?
You are raising one in your own self.
Monsters aren't under the bed,
They are far worse on shoulders and in the head,
The horrendous acts a human is capable of doing,
Even the devil will feel ashamed.

~@Nyx_thinks
#longpoetry #scribble #random.

The irony of life is,
As a child we desire to grow up, to be an adult. We are carefree, and do not see the world through those selfish predatory eyes. It seems fun to take responsibility and make others happy. But the moment we step in the world of adults, it feels like, what a monstrous place we are in and we wish to go back to the days of childhood. A silent and happy peace we crave for.
#random.

"I'm not fine. I need you to stay here and it's not out of the blue that I'm asking you to talk to me, it's because I'm not okay, and I need you to feel better."
Words, that you can never get out of your throat. They weigh nothing, but at the same time they weigh more than anything that is present. It's heavy in the heart to say this out loud and scream for help, afraid of the rejection that will follow.
You'll never hear me scream, because when I do, they turn to whispers and you'll just think of them as passing words. You'll never see me angry, because the only person I ever get angry on is myself. I don't want to burden others, after all it's my pain to bear. Sometimes I wonder if someone can ever read me like an open book and hear my silent screams, my whispers for help, and if they do, will they stay? Night Long hearing me out or even my silence.
How can I Ever expect it from anyone when those who were supposed to do it, gave me scars and left me to bleed.

~@Nyx_thinks.
It's raw, and someone asked for it. So I hope, your mind can be at peace After reading it, My dear.

#agony #Atuneofbrokenhearts #pillowthoughts.

Not here,
Not alive,
In the stars,
Lost in the sky,
Faded in memories,
Gone for eternity,
Still Forever Mine.

Death is a bitter truth, but when it slaps you in the face, it's hard to accept it.
#Atuneofbrokenhearts

The winter is here.

Nights getting colder,
My frozen heart dying a little more,
Listening to the devil on my shoulder,
I wish to swim, but I'm drowning before I can even see the shore.
I thought I'll be fine till now,
But all I'm doing, is thinking about Tommorow,
Broken a thousand times before,
Still seeking for a little love to borrow.
I'm trying to sleep,
Not staying up till the sunrise,
I draw nightmares with open eyes,
Staring at the empty ceiling as my demons arise.
How far can you see in my soul,
My eyes are an endless sea of darkness,
Run before,
It consumes you whole.


~@Nyx_thinks.
#pillowthoughts. #Atuneofbrokenhearts

"......And if I Die a little more tonight, withering in pain due to my endless sufferings, curling myself a little more to protect myself from the cold. I hope, to entrust myself with you, for your hand to hold mine and drag me out of the void and for your arms to embrace me warmly, snapping me out of my nightmares, reminding me I'm home, safe and sound.

For you to bring me back to life."

~@Nyx_thinks
#love #Atuneofbrokenhearts #agony

"It's easier to say, forget the past, your Darkness, your pain and move on, live in the present. But how am I supposed to forget my past, my darkness, when my whole being lies in it?
How can a tree get rid of It's roots and still grow?"
#Atuneofbrokenhearts #agony

"The snow has turned red, bathed in your blood. Digging your scars one by one, reopening your wounds every once in a while, making them deeper. That's how you live, willing to give your all still not expecting anything in return. Your eyes tired of sleepless nights, your feet tired of running away from the nightmares you don't wanna face and your mind tired of the voices in your head. Your own voices, that sabotage you.
So close your eyes, My love. Lay down, I'll stay by your side protecting you from this cruel world, embracing you warmly in my arms.

I shall sing you to sleep and when you wake up in the morning, I'll be there beside you, So close your tired eyes, My Dear."

~@Nyx_thinks
#Atuneofbrokenhearts #draft

" The question is, Would you hold on to me, the way I do, if I stop faking my smiles and talk about my problems instead of listening to yours for a while?
I don't want to hurt you, but My Dear, I'm there for you to hold you in my arms, while in this darkness of mine, there is no one saving me."

~@Nyx_thinks
#Atuneofbrokenhearts #agony #scribble

I loved it. XD

"And I hope my desires can
disappear without a trace,
because they are the biggest reason
for my agony and demise.

So when I arrive to my death,
I wish to smile through this dead shell of mine"
#Atuneofbrokenhearts #scribble

" Even after making it out through this dark, starless night, alive and breathing, I'm nothing more than an empty shell.
But if the Sun shall truly shine from the morning dew on the grass,
Through these broken threads of this brutal fate of mine,
I shall wait to see the spring again, this too shall pass."

~@Nyx_thinks
#scribble

"Standing here, holding me as tightly as you can, to not let me go. Just for you to realise, that these hands that you desired to be loved and caressed with, are bloodstained. Your eyes, stare deeply in soul, just for them to see how dark and grim I am. So my darling let me go and leave my hand, we were never meant to be. You are an angel fallen from grace, who can still love with those withered wings, while I am the devil in disguise, who has no hope left and is slowly accepting its demise."

~@Nyx_thinks
Just a random fiction scenario short.
#random.

"Fly Me to the Moon. Let me Play among the Stars."

《 Don't Hold Me 》

"Don't hold me down, Please. I have held my tears for so long, that my eyes have gone dry and my heart has turned to stone. You were a light, that decided to enter this lifeless dessert of mine and took it by storm. You came without a warning, and I was awestruck by the simple thought of having you as mine. I'm sorry, I hurt you. I'm sorry, I went back on my own words. I'm sorry for not holding on to you the same way you did. I'm sorry for never giving you even half of the love you gave me. But My Darling, I can't love you. I can't hold on to you. The only gift I can give you is to make you hate me and leave you in the dark and I hate myself for it. For breaking you more, even after knowing how broken you are. I want you, but I can't be the reason why you lose faith in everything you find. So Please leave me, I'm fine on my own, even if the cold burns me. At least you can be warm somewhere else."

~@Nyx_thinks

Comments are appreciated.

#Atuneofbrokenhearts #scribble